ME:”And i wish it had not been said.. but to you it doesnt matter.. i just dont want to fall back into cutting.. i gave in alot recently but im stopping..”
HER:”Stopping? its impossible.”
ME:”its not impossible, when i had you it was possible…”
fuck this. i’m done trying.
since i obviously dont matter enought that she cant talk to me instead of her blog, fuck it. i will just give up and stay out of her way. i am done.
great to now people feel the same…
Fuck that, if she doesn’t even have the two minutes to listen to what i’m going to say then shes not even worth my time. Nice to know me trying meant nothing to her in the end.

